Thursday, March 4, 2010

Kickin' kickin'

So, Brandon started talking about something Canadian politics that created some arguments and misunderstanding.
Then, he got mad at me not agreeing what he said, he started his sarcasm.
I tried at the begging to ease the heat, but he ticked me off with some unkind words and it was too late when he noticed that.
I took off to the Market Mall to cool myself off. I wanted to walk for exercise, but I was not feeling well enough to keep walking. After 5 minutes, I sat down on a couch and looking at a lady selling stuff to customers. She was indeed pretty good and 100% successful catching and selling relaxation goods to middle age women.
My thoughts started wander off after being bored looking at the sales skills and stroked my tummy occasionally. I was complaining about what happened to my baby, and asked an agreement to my baby vocally. All the sudden, I felt some motion within my tummy. It was lower than my stomach, but I felt kicking motions upwards. It continued a few times and stopped.
I wondered what it was all about and thought about my baby. Although I was crying in the middle of Market Mall, I was afraid of being mistaken; that's a shame to cry in public for a wrong guess. Some doubts passed in my mind, but something told me that was my baby.
I was sitting there for a while expecting the same thing happened to me again.
I came home and looked up some web-sites and there they were, baby moves become noticeable as early as 15 week!!!

ブランドンが家に帰ってきてなにやらカナダの政治について熱く語りだした。あまり夫の意見に注意を払っていなかった私の返答と意見が気がついたときには論争に油を注いでいたようだった。
最初はなだめようとしてみた私だが旦那の皮肉な口調に堪忍袋の尾が切れて、さっさとアパートを飛び出した。すぐ隣にあるショッピングセンターで腹いせまがいに散歩するはずが気分が悪くなり5分もしないでソファーの上に陣取っていた。目の前の店のおばさんはすごい売り手で中年の主婦が入ってくるたびに間違いなく売り上げを伸ばさせていた。
あまりの凄腕に関心してみてはいたが、そのうち飽きてきてぼんやり考え事をしながらお腹をさすっていた。まだ腹の立っていた私はお腹の子供に向かって愚痴を漏らしていた。"ねえ、赤ちゃん”、と声にだした所、突然お腹になんらかのショックを感じた。胃よりはしただけど、どうやら上向きに中から蹴られているような感じなのだ。数回続いた後、お腹は静かになった。ちょっと感動して泣いてはみたものの、”いや、まてよ違ったら馬鹿っぽい”、といろいろ考えてみるものの頭のどこかでやはりあれはお腹の赤ちゃんだったのではという思いがつよかった。
謝る旦那をよそにインターネットで調べてみたところ、やはり、胎児は早くは15週からもう動きを感じることができるそうだ。

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